Well I don't believe that I have blogged in a while so I figured since I had a minute or so I would...
Today starts the first day of deer season for this year.. glad that ethan and brandon will have sometime together.. I can't wait till Ezra is old enough.. I know it sounds bad but sometimes I just need a break from him.. He just gives me such a fit I just dont' know how to deal with him. (Any pointers would be great from some veteran moms out there!)
Ethan is doing well in school.. I think he is getting adjusted.. He is so far ahead of the kids in his class.. Not just because he is smart but he got a great 2 years at Union Grove Christian School. They are well advanced above public school and the teachers that we were blessed with were truly wonderful.. They will always hold a special place in my heart.
I am almost 24 weeks pregnant now.. (I think) I have lost count! lol We have started to tell people her name.. I was trying to wait and do something special to tell people but to be honest I have had the energy to process any thoughts other then the ones that I have to right now..
It still feels unreal that I am pregnant again and Ezra is only 19 months old.. I dont know why it still isnt registering in my brain.. I guess it wont be realistic until she is actually here..
She is starting to move alot more now which is great because I was getting worried.. The dr. said it was b/c my placenta was postioned differently this time and it was making a cushion between the baby and me.. Her name is Elyza Dae ..Dae is like (Day) I wonder if I should just spell it Day so I dont have to keep explaining myself.. lol
I go back to the Dr. this week and am having another ultrasound. Cant wait to see her. My husband has to work so I think my good friend is going with me.. I will be having ultrasounds every month until I have her to monitor how she is doing and her weight because I tend to have big babies.. Im really trying to not have a csection again just because I had such a hard time with Ezra.. But on the other hand a scheduled csection would be a good thing with 2 other children to think about.. I could have things more in order and be more in control of the situation.. It's just scary.. I know that I will have to depend on other people for help and I hate to do that . But It is Gods will whatever it be whether I have a csection or a regular birth and he will be with me.. he always is.. and he is in control of all things....
Brandon is working all the time and being pulled in so many different directions that it is exausting him.. I feel so bad for him.. He is the most hard working person I have ever met and I'm not just saying that cause he is my husband.. he really is.. I hope that he teaches our children to be hard working to accomplish what they want in life and not just wait around for everyone to hand things to them like so many people our age I know do.. But I hope he teaches them not to be walked on like he is by people...
He works so hard and I know that but I still cant help but fuss at him about getting things done around here.. WHY IS THAT? Why am I so hard on him when I know how hard everyone else is on him..... I need to be more understanding of how tired he is and just trust in him that everythign will get done around him in time... He has never met me down and he always gets everything taken care of.. He is a good man.. But he still drives me crazy! maybe its my hormones that makes me that way.. I have been on edge so much with this pregnancy... it's crazy how different it is.. I am hoping that the next 16 or so weeks go by quickly...
We have started painting the playroom finally... Thanks to David Young for geting the sheetrock done for us to paint... So hopefully painting will be done this week then to do the molding and floors and then lights and we will be ready to play.. Ethan can't wait..
Well I guess I need to get some things done around here.. Hope everyone has a good week.. Did I mention I cant wait for this cooler weather to stay... I love it!
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